Stressful times………

Stressful times………

Namndag: Aina, Aino Thought for today:     Science without religion is lame, religion without science is blind. – Albert Einstein       I was in charge of Swedish group today. It went ok but people asked me things I do not know about Midsommars next weekend. My aunt’s funeral will be soon. It is in Denver. I am going. There will be a family dinner the nite before I probably will not be there for. I have not clue where cemetery is. I have seen it but that is all I remember. The church I have an address for. I can Mapquest it. Two of my aunts/uncles are going. Not one of them asked how I was getting there, would I like a ride, or anything. Just hurts. I offered a ride to my uncle who would have to go alone if he could find someone to stay with his wife. He would have offered me the same. Not the other 2. If I had a normal life, I would have a husband or kids to go with me. Not in this life. I manage alone. Met Sally for lunch at Jalisco’s. I think I should just move in. They have the best food, for the best price, & the wait staff are excellent. And I thought no one could eat Mexican every day!!! Proved myself wrong. Has to be healthier than pizza or whatever. Came home to deal with 2 faxes. Then I had paperwork for  4 truckloads to scan, resize, rename, sort, & email to Bill. Being weak of mind, I get confused easily. Takes me forever! I asked Bill for a raise. One should never do business with family. Oh, the whining I heard!!! (I am joking! I am actually overpaid big time. He is the best son & he pays me out of pity. Gives me Sweden money.) Nice weather today. No storms threaten. No clouds except waaaaaaay off in the south. The temp is mild & no humidity. Ahhhh. If only the entire summer could be like this. If only. Rain forecast this weekend. Again. Willie said yesterday he wanted to go look at some storm damage tonite, but he forgot by this afternoon he ever said it. I looked forward to a nice evening. No such luck. (sigh) I am lounging here on the soffa, surfing the web while my friend Josh worked all day at one job & works tonite at another job. We have been texting between jobs. Makes me feel like a teenager!!! Stress reigns this week. And next. Gonna take a lot of martinis. Lots. Wish I was in the boat above sailing far, far away. Gått för dagen. Kanske.     Be well, do good work, and keep in touch!