Today I had my last hair app’t with the girl I have gone to for 12 yrs. She is moving. My first app’t with her was on April 26. And my last app’t with her was on April 26. Cool.
The last few days have just been so upsetting. And I am clueless as to why. Really emotional all day and nite. And my mind just was on overtime. Sort of over now and my general feeling is “I don’t care”. I just don’t. There are just things I am sick of that I cannot change. And there are people I have given up on because they gave up on me. Or just plain gave me up. My family is down to 4-5 cousins , a niece and nephew, and 2 awesome grandsons and a granddaughter. Sometimes I hear from son and his family. I have a good support group of friends, but they cannot cater to me. So I am mostly alone to deal with everything and anything. And today I just don’t care. Tomorrow I may feel different. And I force myself to keep as busy as possible away from here.
Weather is a bit more spring like. Rained last nite and today. Not steady. More coming in the next week. We have gone from being in the Extreme Drought region to the Severe Drought region. I am sure there are people who think the drought is over since it has rained. Well, until our ponds are over flowing and the underground water has been replaced and the rivers are full, no. The drought is not over.